I was happy but, right now,
El fuego anda junto a mí

Las sombras van cayendo en mis brazos
and I don’t know how to avoid the irrational …
that keeps me here sin respirar

¿Con qué fantasmas
He de luchar
From what other hell
have I got to save myself?

¿Y cuánto va a costarme
La idea de olvidarme
De cada sueño que ya traicioné?

Por ser feliz me marcharía lejos
Muy lejos de mí

Time’s burning in my hands
and I don’t know how to exinguish what I lit
and I can’t stand living like this.

Y a cada instante
Me juro ser valiente
No abandonar, seguir así

Envy’s like a dagger.
Who am I going to stab it with?
Although I remember that evil
always comes back to bite you.
Palabrería and obsessiveness
produce a very bad impression
Te comento that insults
are nothing new.

I misuse my talent by destroying other people,
spreading a thousand lies,
disguising the truth,
I’m wasting time that
I won’t get back.
Parece que mi vida
No da para más

Uh, uh, uh, uh
Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay
Uh, uh, uh, uh
Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay

I’m the Holy Inquisition,
I’m just attracting the attention
of someone who’s got nothing to talk about,
of three bored old ladies.
It seems that I really
don’t know how to finish
what I started to achieve
a little notoriety.

I misuse my talent by destroying other people,
spreading a thousand lies,
disguising the truth,
I’m wasting time that
I won’t get back.
Parece que mi vida
No da para más

Criticar por criticar
Ay, ay, ay, ay
Criticar por criticar
Ay, ay, ay

I misuse my talent by destroying other people,
spreading a thousand lies,
disguising the truth,
I’m wasting time that
I won’t get back.
Parece que mi vida
No da para más

Uh, uh, uh, uh
Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay
Uh, uh, uh, uh
Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay

All I did yesterday for love,
I do today for money,
Una confusión sin mala intención
can bring down empires.

I don’t know what I want
and spit on what I believe
so many years desiring
what I’m refusing now.

Mis plegarias atendidas
Me hacen dudar, una vez más
my unkept promises
Me hacen sufrir y renegar de mí

A reflection on ambition
Puede que no venga a cuento
and this ill-intentioned confession
has left me breathless.

If I’ve got what I want,
only to forget it later,
Tantos años rechazando
Lo que ahora estoy rogando

Mis plegarias atendidas
Me hacen dudar, once again
my unkept promises,
Me hacen sufrir y renegar de mí

Y renuncio a conformarme con to dream
and now that I’m alone
Se derrumban the hours
that I’ve invested in begging.

Mis plegarias atendidas
Me hacen dudar, una vez más
Mis promesas incumplidas
Me hacen sufrir y renegar de mí

Everything that might have been but never was: an unproven theory.
How many unclosed doors
that I left open for you?

Everything I might have done,
I never did and never will paraíso personal
without original sin día y crucifico
Junto a ti así

The graveyard of my dreams
where our fears rest
Sentenciados, consumados, desafiados
and forgotten estamos enterrados tú y yo

Como una alfombra sombras sobrenatural
Como un destino que jura que nunca hablará

Everything I wanted to see and didn’t
see por no saber que esperanza es no perder
Cuando ir y no volver todo
Por quedarme junto a ti aquí el cementerio

De mis sueños donde descansan
Nuestro miedos sentenciados, consumados
Desafiados y olvidados unidos
De la mano, unidos para siempre estamos
Enterrados tú y yo

You were always so dogmatic,
where’s your heart?
Let’s enjoy this to the max,
the day to day
and mañana Dios dirá
And whether it’s a virtue or a vice,
won’t be for me to decide,
because I’ve already lost my senses
y olvidado el qué dirán

Sin perdón
because that’s something I don’t need
sin razón
not caring about right or wrong
although I know that I’m mistaken,
it won’t the last time
sin perdón
vuelvo a tirarlo todo por la borda
sin razón
What are we going to do about it?

It might not be logical,
there may be no explanation.
It all started so quickly,
as a joke,
and that’s how it’ll end.
There’s nothing about keeping
a balance in this script
and I know that it’s a nuisance
and it’ll speed up the ending.

Sin perdón
porqué eso es algo que no necesito
sin razón
sin distinguir el bién del mal
aunque sé que me equivoco
y que acabaré fatal
sin perdón
because deep down, yo estoy muy bien sola
sin razón
ya veremos a ver

Every time a generation passes,
se mudan los gestos
que inspiran de nuevo another revolution.

With age, time helps you to perceive
whether you were born too late,
in a no man’s land,
unable to choose.

In every time and place,
there are identity markers,
suicidal behaviour that no one will understand.

A fuerza de vivir
you learn to fight back in this vaudeville,
lives that pass unnoticed,
es la ley natural, fuerza incondicional
que ignora nuestra voluntad.

Sin querer se impone la desilusión
and the moment comes
to take stock of what was lost
el ciclo se cerrará
el mundo abandonará
destinos cumplidos por otros que vendrán.

A fuerza de vivir
se aprende a resistir en este vodevil ,
vidas que pasan sin importar
es la ley natural, fuerza incondicional
que ignora nuestra voluntad.

Óyeme
vas a lamentar
this situation
that’s about to explode
miénteme
tell me it’s true
that my intuition’s
failed me again.
tell me,
what are you going to make up?
this time
it isn’t going to work.

If even God knows what’s up with you,
then let the whole world find out.
How much time’s got to pass?
Who do you think you’re kidding?
si al final todo se sabe
and every cage has its key,
what secret are you trying to hide?
What prison are you going to … it in?

Mírate
tienes que cambiar
deja de jugar
con la ambiguedad
ríndete
to reality,
sabes que al final
vas a confesar
cállate
es mejor no hablar
vas a dar
una excusa más

si hasta dios sabe lo tuyo
que se entere todo el mundo
¿cuanto tiempo tiene que pasar?
¿a quién crees que puedes engañar?
si al final todo se sabe
y cada jaula tiene su llave
¿que secreto quieres ocultar?
¿en qué carcel lo vas a encerrar?

Padecer o por contra ser cruel
el martirio de escoger.
Comulgar with what little you give,
encadenarme or escape.
I’m trembling like a wounded she-wolf,
bleeding out against the wall.

Atrapada en calles sin salida vivo acorralada
obligada a enloquecer.

Para no sufrir ni contigo, ni sin ti
volveré a juntar lo extremos
aún teniendo que fingir
Ni adelante ni hacia atrás
aunque vuelva a tropezar.

Si querer es poder
y yo quiero aprender a vivir
neither with you, nor without you.

Defend myself or try to win,
be the executioner or the hostage.

Acabar sin sentirme capaz
to impose my authority.
Desarmando evil thoughts
my pulse has stopped again.

Puede que me quede sin aliento
en la encrucijada de envenenarme or not drinking.

Para no sufrir ni contigo, ni sin ti
volveré a juntar lo extremos
aún teniendo que fingir.

Neither forwards nor backwards,
even if I trip.

Is to want is to able,
y yo quiero aprender a vivir
ni contigo, ni sin ti.

Two strangers facing an abyss...
I’ve thought about jumping before I’m pushed.

Para no sufrir ni contigo, ni sin ti,
volveré a juntar lo extremos
aún teniendo que fingir
Ni adelante ni hacia atrás
aunque vuelva a tropezar.
Si querer es poder
y yo quiero aprender a vivir
ni contigo, ni sin ti.

I’ve decided not to see you again,
forgetting I was the one who looked for you.
I’ve promised that there’ll be no next time,
renunciar por no acabar peor.
In truth, I don’t know whether I’m exaggerating
and what I’d rather do
is leave without saying goodbye.

Death, fate,
we never know who’s who,
fear, heaven,
it’s all just a matter of faith,
nothing more than faith,
only faith.

I’ve confirmed that it’s better to be cruel,
to punish the one who tormented me.
I’ve rejected what might have been
claudicar ha sido lo mejor
por pensar that it was just a game
and end up lying on the floor
redimirme ya no es una opción

Death, fate,
we never know who’s who,
fear, heaven,
it’s all just a matter of faith,
nothing more than faith,
only faith,
por pensar que sólo era un juego
y acabar tirada en el suelo
redimirme ya no es una opción

Death, fate,
we never know who’s who,
fear, heaven,
it’s all just a matter of faith,
nothing more than faith,
only faith, only faith.

I don’t know how to explain how I loathe remembering
a past that bores me and I’d prefer to disregard.
Lo que va quedando atrás hoy no longer interests me,
todo aquello que hizo daño y que ahora me da igual.

The advantages of forgetting are freeing me
from whims that were tormenting me.
La estrategia de un momento that was driving me
through deserts that fate condemned me to cross.

Bajo un cielo protector, I made more than one mistake
which life’s erased and grief’s forgiven.
Y al amparo del valor, I put an end to the fear
of looking towards the future sin mayor preocupación.

The advantages of forgetting are freeing me
from whims that were tormenting me.
La estrategia de un momento que fue empujándome
towards seas where the wind no me hizo naufragar.

Y al final que haya una historia que contar
is no better than reinventing reality.

So ...

The advantages of forgetting are freeing me
from whims that were tormenting me.
La estrategia de un momento que fue empujándome
through deserts that fate condemned me to cross.

No, don’t think that this is the end,
yo no me suelo conformar with shutting up, suportar, aguantar.
I know this hurts me more than you and I can’t allow that I’m going to make you remember me.

Déjame, ya da igual, you don’t owe me any more explanations. Let me confirm whether revenge is worse than forgiveness.

Wherever you are, no matter who you’re with, I’m going to make you hate me.
Wherever you are, muy mal o muy bien, you’re not going to forget me.

Se que crees que no esta nada mal hacer tu santa voluntad; abusar, humillar, despreciar.
No, I’m not going to repeat myself, because I’d rather not insist, but you won’t mock me.
Dejalo , borralo ya no queda nada más que rencor. Dejalo es mejor, no hace falta que me des la razón.
2*(bis)*
You’re lying again, no me engañas, you’re not happy, no sin mi, not without someone to make you suffer.
2*(bis)*
Wherever you are.

Since I know that I’ll laugh
si tú te empeñas en no ceder,
I’m going to live with the fear
of making a mistake for a fourth time.

I have no more tears,
I don’t accept what you’re giving me.

Neither pride, nor money,
there’s nothing more to share.
Neither an “I hate you”, nor an “I love you”,
there’s nothing more to add.

Because I don’t know how to say goodbye,
la que se marcha jamás soy yo.
By admitting that I know how to lose,
I’ve made you think that you’re the winner.

I’ve got nothing more to say,
no admito ni un reproche más.

Ni el orgullo, ni el dinero,
ya no hay nada que repartir.
Ni un te odio, ni un te quiero,
ya no hay nada más que añadir.

No tengo más lágrimas,
no tengo más que contar,
no tengo más lagrimas,
nada más que añadir.